DAVID BECKHAM } legend & superstar

!&Sunday, December 16, 2007

wad if sumone u longing to be wif has decided to left u?wad if she doesnt loves u anymore?wad if she doesnt care abt u anymore?wud u be upset?wud be angry or disappointed?

the reason i ask is becos im feeling it rite now......i have a mixture of angry,dissapointment and sadness.but i can only blame myself.to whomever im reffering to,i reali love u but if tats ur choice,wad can i do?

tat day,finally after weeks,i get to c ur face.ur smile made me energetic.but wen we parted off is the most painful thing i felt.nvm,it seems u dun care if i exixted at all.

tc.

posted @ 11:53 AM

!&Thursday, December 06, 2007

so yeah,tis is the last post.
sumhow,i tink i dun want to blog due to sum reasons.
i'll sum up tis last week and tis week.

last week....
so on mon,got a friendly match.
rather not tok abt it but i play full game sey.haha.
after went to eat at the usual place,went home and sleep.
den bla bla bla......
den on thur or wed morn i tink,i and halid watch the man u vs fulham at kopitiam at 4AM.
yeah,my eyes were all blurry but its man u,i gonna sacrifice sumtin a least.die hard fan mah
so man u won 2-0,with ronaldo scoring both,nt bad.
fri and sat werk as usual.
sun,was werking as usual,but wif jiu qiang disturbing me.
damn,everybody get thier pay on 7 dec but i gt on the 22 dec juz becos i postpone my injection tingy.ahhh!!!!

so tis week was equally boring.
on mon,at night,have to pick up her again.
her ni is jus a fwen.she was shopping at paragon wif her fren,but her fren left early due to probs.
so she keep pleading me on the fon to pick her up.haish.ngok ah.manje sgt.haha.
so,met her,went home wif her,i guess she was damn tired becos as i was toking to her in the mrt,she kept nodding,wif her eyes half closed,haha,so funni.
tues,bla.wed,bla.thur,bla.
so notin interesting to update as i sae my goodbyes here.before i reali go,wanna sae u bloggers keep blogging eh.and to tat person,now im trying to forget u.but maybe,i can't after all........

posted @ 6:28 PM

!&Monday, November 12, 2007

Lies...lies....all.lies...
i was a fool to believe tat person....
wen sumbody told me the truth,i realized back....
it was all a fake,damn,im reali a fool.....
ah,fucker ah,won disturb tat person wen dier doesnt even bothered me....

last few weeks,wat a packed schedule....
gt to go to work,forced to hang out wif fwens,family gahering,soccer training,
thats a long list.........
yesterday was a fun and tiring training....
play passing,and after physical training,coach made us to squat and knock each other out,
it was fun,haha,but my legs was so tired,i coudnt take it ah,

seriously,tis month is the worst month for me.......
i was stupid to believe lies,damn,
especially frem sum1 i trust and care so much did tat,
bye pplz,enjoy ur holidays.....

wish i could die rite now...
im juz a human being...
demoralise is wat i am now...
nobody cared who i am,where i am,
wish i could die rite now....
to escape all the sufferings that i suffered...
wish i had a gun now to blow my head off...
so tat it pleased everyone,especially tat sum1

posted @ 6:11 PM

!&Saturday, September 22, 2007

so,EOY had came....
i decided to lap up and studied hard tis exams..
even if i paz wif flying colours,i definitely ain't taking the two-trained programme,
sure it gt a lot of benefits,especially taking only one major exam instead of two,
but for sum reason,and after a lot of thinking,im nt gg to take it..

been bz tis week....
although this month is fasting month,
it's reali tiring for me...
and i hope i get to watch rogue assasin,
its nc16,but i reali wanna watch it,
damn it...ish...

so yeah,gtg nw.gotta call sumbody=).adios amigos

ps...i posted tis song for my fren.he composed it,after a breakup that he had just gone thru...

walaupun kita sudah berpisah,
namun cintaku terhadapmu belom mati
aku ingin kamu balik ke hidupku
aku hanya kamu dan aku sahaja dewiku

aku minta maaf atas kesalahanku
aku tidak bermaksud untuk melukakan hatimu
aku hanya berniat untuk membuat kamu gembira
sebab aku masih cintaimu dewiku

aku sedar bahawa kamu adalah gadis yang penting unttukku
aku hanya harap hatimu membuka untukku sekali lagi
agar aku boleh bersamamu sampai akhirat
aku cuma cintaimu dewiku

aku memohon satu lagi peluang darimu
supaya aku boleh jagamu dengan sepenuh hatiku
aku akan melidungimu dari segala kejahatan
kerana itulah aku sayangmu dewiku

aku masih ingat bila kita berdua-duaan
aku masih ingat nagisanmu dan ketawaanmu
aku rela bunuh diriku untukmu
kerana aku hanya cintai kamu dewiku........

posted @ 10:46 PM

!&Tuesday, September 04, 2007

halu again....sorie coz ive neva update fer so long....
been so bz...exams,training,school...so yeah,the usual...
i was half happy when the ca2 exams finish....
becoz im half worried coz the EOY exams is nt far away....
damn!!

so,let me sum up tis weeks....
the teachers day were a blast....kinda...
so after the concert,went to eat at cozway...
and soon went to my old primary skool...
its gt so many changes....
my old frens were there....and aishah was there too...
i was susprised though...for sum reason...
so me and my old frens play soccer at the field....
damn...i still remember during primary skool times....

so.....sat went to JB....
my relatives gt a message saying that thers a racial fight between the malays and indians....
we ignored it and juz went....
during the journey....i was susprised as the cozway was nt jammed and nt many people were going in JB like the used 2....
i supposed they gt the message 2....
so reach there...went to watch rattatouille...
did i spell it rite?so complicated sia the name...
it was interesting....
btw there's this lady who sat beside me....she was alone...
but the annoying part is wen she laugh by herself....
she laugh quite loudly,eventhough when the pat of the film is nt funni...
i was damn irritated....so bye pplz...

BTW>>>CHELSEA LOST AGAISNT ASTON VILLA!!!CHELSEA SUXS,HAHHAH!!

if u want to forget me....den i could nutin to stop u...
but no matter whom i attached with later or wen i don see u again....
i will alwaes remember u in my heart....

posted @ 8:00 PM

!&Monday, August 20, 2007

so yeah...lately...all i got is stress....
so much pressure..due to exams,family,friends...
so occupied these days..get so left behind....ish!!!
so let me summarise these few weeks that ive been doing.....

so national day....the concert at school was the same old thing...
people dancing and singing....playing guitars and bass.....shitass!
so on national day it self...went to marina bay to watch the fireworks....
by 4.30pm....its was jampacked wif people....
so i,abu,syamsul,deshraff,zaim and iz,went to hang out in front of the old supreme court...
it was the perfect spot to watch the fireworks....its was beautiful....
then before gg back home,i follow abu to fetch syiqah and went to eat at BK....
after that went back home.....sleep......

so these few weekends....i went to participate in the FRIENDSHIP CUP...
so i played for the u-17.....we didnt gt thru the quarterfinals because of goal difference....
damn it....but the u-14 and u-12 made us proud by making it thru....
at least im happy for them.....hahax....

so these ffew days...its been exams....stress is all i get....damn it...
but i managed it...
so gtg...ciaos....

P.S:thx aishah,for listening to my problems abt her.....
i reali appreciate it....it great to have a friend like but sadly,im in love wif sumonelse....
so im glad u gt sum1....thx again k...

posted @ 3:51 AM

!&Tuesday, August 07, 2007

stress...stress...and more stress...
im so frustrated these days....
i dun noe why......maybe its her...or studies...
oh man...im juz fucking angry and hot tempered recently...
pplz kept askin..'eh zul,are u with her?,eh zul,y are u two not toking to each other?fight again ah?'
these questions kept popping up in my head....
i mean...she's bz wif sumone else....
and she dun care abt me......so i juz can't interfere......
many pplz expect me to be with her....
but i can't imagine that now with the situation worsening.....

so...common test is coming.....
have to concentrate....this time muz pazz....
pplz....im dead beat now...

posted @ 4:57 AM